Of course, history repeats itself and I once again do not consistently write content for my blog… I got caught up in school and work.

So speaking of new, in my sex class, the teacher is making us do something new in our sexual lives and we have to write a paper about it. Now for me, anything is going to be new in my sex life.  HAHA.  Well, she is giving us a week and I’ve had an opportunity already and blew it…

So I went to go hang out with a friend (who I think likes me) and he was drinking at his friends house. Well, his friend gets drunk and tries to mess around and is kicking my friend out of his house so we can be “alone”.  I feel bad for my friend so I end up not doing anything substantial because I don’t really like drama and sleeping with his friend will probably create it.

Now, that I look back I should of just slept with him… but then again, I’m glad I didn’t. Torn…

PS. Here’s what turned me on today courtesy of JerkYourTube.com. This is hot. I like how at the end they do a close up and you see he is wearing a collared shirt and tie. That’s the exact second I blew my load.

Its been a long time since I last updated.

Since school started, I’ve had to spend a lot more time studying than I thought but I want to be serious about staying in school this time because I don’t want to have to be here any longer than I need to be especially since I dropped out already for a while.  Also, when I’m not at school or doing school related things, I’ve had to work.

I have a really long paper to write and I haven’t started yet.  Its Friday morning and I haven’t really partied in a while and there is a weekend full of parties.  One tonight, another tomorrow, and then I work on Sunday.  It seems like I’m never going to get my paper done and its a big part of my grade…. Arghh.

Aside from that, there was this friend of mine that tried to hook up with me a couple of times.  After the third time of me not letting him get very far, he hasn’t called me to hang out anymore.  HAHA.  I guess he doesn’t need just a friend.

PS. Here’s what turned me on today courtesy of JerkYourTube.com. Blow job. The guy kind of “sucks” at capturing the money shot though. HAHA

Its a couple weeks into school and I haven’t made any new friends. I only talk to people I already know and that is only for a few minutes on my breaks inbetween classes. I don’t know what is wrong with me.

I guess I could be more outgoing. I tend to be somewhat on the shy side so I’ve been expecting other people to talk to me but I’ve been told int the past that I’m intimidating to talk to. A few of my friends have told me that before they knew they didn’t really want to talk to me because I intimidated them at first but I have no idea why they would think that. Maybe I look mean or something? HAHA. I guess I’m partly to blame. A couple of people have tried to talk to me but I gave one word (or close to monosyllabic answers).

My new goal is to be more outgoing and friendly with strangers. It was club week and I should of joined a club! shit…

PS. Here’s what turned me on today courtesy of ItsAllGay.com. I just thought the guy getting a bj was really hot. I don’t particularly like the ending…
Photo courtesy of citylitnyc.com.

Its about the third week into school and I have this one class where we discuss the topic of sex a lot and the psychology surrounding our choices and shaping of our sexuality. I don’t fit the normal standard of things being that I am still a virgin at this age but this class has been really interesting in opening up my mind.

I did grow up in a somewhat conservative family. My grandmother is a devout Christian minister and an avid church goer. My father is just an old-fashioned man in general and my mother is a practicing Catholic. Also, there were issues of infidelity with my parents that I had to deal with early on in my childhood and that might have given me the wrong impression of sex. It might have implanted a tiny seed associating sex with negative factors like the breaking up of a marriage/family which makes me hesitant to participate in it… I don’t know. This class has made me think a lot of why I’ve made the choices I’ve made so far, what has shaped these choices and what has influenced my sexuality. I think that this class with be good for me and hopefully will expand my perspectives about this topic in the present and future.

Speaking of sex, I’ve been talking to a guy a lot recently that I met along time ago when I first began to explore my homosexuality secretly by going on yahoo! chat rooms at night in my room talking to weird, creepy pervs that just wanted me to jack off for them on a webcam. (Note: I didn’t jack off on cam for this guy or any of the guys but this guy just didn’t give me a creepy vibe like the others did.) We’ve been talking online and more recently, on the phone. We live somewhat close but haven’t met yet but have been talking about it. I was thinking of doing some “research” in the area of sex for strictly …ahem… “school purposes”, of course.

PS. Here’s what turned me on today courtesy of JerkYourTube.com. Deflowered, HAHA, this one is really hot.

hahahhhahaaoh shit. this is why im tryiingt top not drimk amyomore.hhhhhhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

I went to take in my car the yesterday after class but the lady said no one would be able to do it today. They were apparently too busy to do it. I decided to take it in before I went into work this morning and, hopefully, they could run the diagnostic test and fix it before I get off.

When I got off, there was no word from them but I dropped by to see how things were going. I saw my car with its hood up and hooked up to some crazy car thing so I figured they just started on my car. I went in to talk to the receptionist and she said they just needed to replace the thermostat and to come back before they closed.

“WHOO HOO!” I thought. It was nothing major and was inexpensive! I don’t have many hours at work now that the season is over so I need to keep my expenses down to a minimum, like bare minimum.

PS. Here’s what turned me on today courtesy of Xtube. I like the behind the scenes videos of porn shoots. …or it might be that the guy in the video is hot…
Photo courtesy of ign.com.

I just got a car maybe a couple weeks ago and now something is wrong with it!?! The check engine light went on and I have to take it in. It went on a couple of days ago but since it is Labor Day weekend nothing is open until today. Unfortunately, I have work right now until the mechanics are closed and won’t be able to take it in until after class tomorrow. I don’t want to drive it anymore if something is broken but I have to. Crap crap crap.

I’m hoping that it is something minor and inexpensive to fix. Isn’t there laws about selling lemons?

PS. Here’s what turned me on today courtesy of JerkYourTube.com. The shower scene at the end is the best part!
Photo courtesy of ninecooks.typepad.com.

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Like I’ve said in previous posts, my job right now is seasonal and the summer season is now over. The hours are cut back and people are getting laid off. I checked my schedule today and, unfortunately, I only work three days this week and after that, it is uncertain.

I better start looking for another job now. These next couple weeks are going to suck hardcore.

PS. Here’s what turned me on today courtesy of JerkYourTube.com. Now this is really gnarly. I kinda wish I could do that. That was hot in a weird way…
Picture courtesy of unews.utah.edu.

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So its my birthday week and I wasn’t really planning on doing anything. I only had one day off this week and that just so happened to be my birthday which was very convenient. I didn’t even have to ask for it off. I wanted to have a party to celebrate my birthday but I didn’t really have anywhere to have it so I was just thinking of keeping it low profile this year.

Three of my friends came and picked me up and said that we would just go somewhere, anywhere and just chill and hang out. I was fine with that suggestion and we were on our way. We decided to go and have dinner and then see where the night brought us. When we got to the restaurant, we were walking to a table when I see a large group of people I knew at the same restaurant. I was so blown away by the “coincidence” I didn’t even hear them yell ‘surprise’ and ‘happy birthday’ and the whole idea that they were all here for me went completely over my head. A couple seconds later, it finally registered and I was really amazed that they got this together. I’d never really had a surprise birthday before so it really meant a lot to me.

I just love my friends. They are the best. It sounds weird to say but I didn’t think anyone would really care enough to do that so I really appreciated it.

PS. Here’s what turned me on today courtesy of ItsAllGay.com.
Photo courtesy of free-mobile-wallpapers.com.

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1. Do you like blue cheese? Yeah, I think so. I went to a party with wine and cheeses and tried all of them and liked them. I’m sure one of them was blue cheese.

2. Have you ever smoked? Yeah, it started with smoking weed everyday in high school and then went on to all the harder drugs. You name it, I’ve smoked it.

3. Do you own a gun? I’ve only shot a gun once in my life but I do have a gun. It’s an old school revolver.

4. What flavor Kool Aid was your favorite? I really liked the Grape flavored one.

5. Do you get nervous before doctor appointments? Yeah, because everytime I’ve been to one its because something is wrong with me and it makes me nervous just knowing that there is something wrong with me.

6. What do you think of hot dogs? I don’t really like them. I’ll eat them if I have to but usually I’ll just pass on them. I prefer cheeseburgers.

7. Favorite Christmas movie? Maybe A Christmas Story?? It’s the only one I can think of at the moment.

8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning? Depends. If I am having a bad hangover, I prefer another alcoholic drink to settle my head. If its a tolerable hangover, then water. If its a sober morning, some water or juice.

9. Can you do push ups? Yes, but probably not a lot. Although, I did more push ups than anyone else in my PE class in high school.

10. What’s your favorite piece of jewelry? I don’t really wear jewelry.

11. Favorite hobby? I used to draw but I don’t anymore.

12. Do you have A.D.D.? I don’t know for sure but I might have a mild case of it. That and OCD. HAHA

13. Do you wear glasses/contacts? I wear glasses sometimes.

14. Middle name? Yeah right. I’m too paranoid as it is that someone I know might find my blog. I don’t want to give them definitive evidence its me.

15. Name 3 thoughts at this exact moment? What am I going to do tomorrow on my day off, how I’m going to get through the school semester, and why I ate right before bed time

16. Name 3 drinks you regularly drink? water, alcoholic beverages, and alcoholic beverages.

17. Current worry? If I’ll finish school / get my degree.

18. Current hate right now? My financial situation. Its stressing me out.

19. Favorite place to be? I love the beach. I work near it, like really close to it.

20. How did you bring in the New Year? Amazing party at a friend’s house.

21. Where would you like to go? All the English speaking nations and any other place where I know the native language to.

22. Name three people who will complete this? Well, I don’t know too many bloggers so I would of picked fixator but he did it already and deservingofeverything.

23. Do you own slippers? I don’t think I’ve ever owned slippers.

24. What shirt are you wearing? A tee shirt.

26.Can you whistle? Sometimes.

27. Favorite color? I like blue a lot.

28. Would you be a pirate? I am one. A couple people call me Pirate instead of my name.

29. What songs do you sing in the shower? Whatever stupid, catchy song is in my head right before I hop in.

30. Favorite Girl’s Name? Sierra

31. Favorite boy’s name? Tyler

32. What’s in your pocket right now? My blackburry.

33. Last thing that made you laugh? People at my work both customers and coworkers.

35. Worst injury you’ve ever had? My glands around my jaw swelled up and I was unable to eat or talk without large amounts of pain. The doctor still never told me what it was. He just gave me medicine for it…

36. Do you love where you live? I love the city I live in. I’d never live anywhere else.

37. How many TVs do you have in your house? Two

*additional two questions to make it 37:

i: Do you moisturize regularly? Not really. I probably should though.

ii: Do you fancy someone at this moment? Yes. I wonder if anyone fancies me.

Here’s what turned me on courtesy of ADrabBoizBreakfast.com.